i took a walk a few minutes ago to make sure i got at least my mile in before i sat back down to work at the computer. i passed a few oddities sitting on their front porches and watched a kid power kicking the helloutta his toys in his front yard while his parents … Continue reading
It has been a difficult few weeks for bat. i knew when i started therapy that i’d be opening doors and looking at shit that i didn’t particularly want to see… but rotting food need not be seen to be smelled… right? The fact that i wasn’t acknowledging it didn’t make it fester any less. i’m … Continue reading
i put together the above image and the thought tonight after a day that was a bit of an emotional rollercoaster. The day wore a weariness born of sleep deprivation (just a smidgen) and hard choices. i visited my therapist, made some decisions, and then off to work i went. The day was full, but … Continue reading
Captain’s Log, Supplemental Stardate -309052.79585235915 The bat has ventured once again to the therapist’s office. While it may be too soon to tell, it would appear that this relationship will be beneficial to both organisms… the shrink and the shrinkee. And now, for some silly star trek holiday cheer (around the 1m10s mark, the song is … Continue reading
i’m in therapy. i don’t intend to share all of that here, of course, but i feel it is important to push-pull-drag this out of shadows… to take the secrecy and shame from what ought to be no different than the choice to take a car in for service. It is – as i recently … Continue reading
The last time I spoke to T on the phone, she said I sounded giddy. I did. I was. She’s known me for awhile and her opinion matters to me. She understands the need to be accepted and understood… to find a place where you can be yourself. You are inspiring to me, T, an … Continue reading
