A long time ago… i thought about writing this book. Fast forward through a lot of shit and some pauses (for good reasons and silly ones as well) and I’m done with the project. My intent was to publish it via paperback only, but then I thought… why not a streamlined e-book as well? As … Continue reading
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When I’m Deep Inside of Me
I’m on the INTROvert end of my omnivert continuum these days. I can spend most of my time happily in my own shit, and it’s not just work and my interpersonal relationships that are taking me into that headspace. I’m self-reflexive these days. It has been a changing year all ’round. I began the year … Continue reading
i sailed my ship of safety till i sank it
One of the most miraculous (unexpected… how could i have anticipated it?) things that Master has brought to my life is the realization that there are no easy answers. Hell, sometimes there are no answers to be had at all. Do i still chart things? Yes. Do i look for answers? Hell yes… but there … Continue reading
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knees down to the ground
Some people serve a particular deity (or more than one). Some serve their own interests alone or the interests of their tribe without thought of something greater than that (i’d say i was solidly in that camp not so long ago). Some choose to serve an earth-bound Master. And yes… some serve many in multiple … Continue reading
what with a vagina and all
i remember when the Vanity Fair kerfuffle hit back in the early nineties. There the women were on the cover… and they weren’t wearing designer gowns or selling us lipstick (well, giggle, perhaps Crawford was – in a manner of speaking). Some people blew a gasket. i was mesmerized. Cindy Crawford didn’t do too much for … Continue reading
you took me from my bubble
In a perfect world where time answered to me, i would sit now for as long as i needed and unravel all of my feelings… understand them for myself and perhaps even share them with everyone else. Time isn’t capitulating, though, damnit. i’m too busy right now for the kind of introspection i crave. i’ll … Continue reading
Good Morning, slave
“Good morning, slave” flashes across my screen. i smile. i hold the phone in hand marveling at the warm flush i feel… until the screen goes dim. i frown. i wake the phone back up and smile again. He is beautiful to me and i am enjoying learning Him… complicated Creature that He is. i … Continue reading
