Music / Real life

mother-load

Yes, load… not lode. She is a hardened soul… forged from abject poverty, horrific childhood abuse, an utterly destructive first marriage and a pathetic attempt at a second one. Her one child is a disappointment to her while the other (me) reminds her unintentionally of all the missteps she made as a mother. The rest … Continue reading

Music / Real life

pusherman

trigger warning: this isn’t about weight for vanity’s sake. This IS about food… just in case that’s a trigger for you i have been in a life-long dysfunctional relationship with my plate. Am i an addict? i don’t know that i am but i certainly have the makings of one; my bio family is riddled … Continue reading