Two years ago, i could not walk. All i wanted then was to walk… well, and to not be wracked with pain. There was great pain. There still is pain. This morning, i hopped into gmail and looked at what i was emailing about two years ago. i was called “kame bat” then because Master … Continue reading
Monthly Archives: April 2015
in my mouth metallic
i’m learning to listen to my body more… to my spirit… to the voice that is me. i know this taste metallic. i know what it means to me – i honor that – i listen. i ground. i take a hot shower and spit – quite literally – i spit to try to rid … Continue reading
this could be good…
For all the days… Sundays especially 😉 my love my love my love my meat magnet… she keeps me warm, indeed Continue reading
how much is not enough?
i’m to bed shortly, though i’ve much work left to do. i’ll sleep because the alternative isn’t appealing at all. At the very least, a good night’s sleep will allow me to fast forward past a bumpy night… get to the next day that much faster. i need to trade today in on tomorrow. i’ve been … Continue reading
her arms are wicked
hi baby hi hi hi Continue reading
a moonbeam brushed across my face
Tonight as she drove into the darkness and i locked the front door, i smiled. There’s something damn-near perfect about the way we’re starting to handle our imperfections. i am grateful to be partnered with someone who is willing to work and play… plus i get to test recipes out on her 😉 Continue reading
nobody here is perfect
Kintsugi i have been thinking about that tonight… in these overnight hours when i can not sleep though i desperately wish to sleep… that’s all i want… sleep. Nobody here is perfect… says the song Kintsugi i am trying to see the imperfections as history rather than flaws. i am trying to practice acceptance of my cracks … Continue reading
